Eat it ...

I am a mess
A complete sexual mess
My sexual preferences ... My fetishes ... My fantasies .. The things that make me tick ..
It is an obsession. An addiction, that I can't stop. That I don't want to stop.

I am so glad I found a Mistress who understands me.
Who doesn't care that I am obsessed.
Who doesn't judge me for it.
Who even helps me to indulge in my fantasies.

She teases me. Tests me. Sometimes ignores me. But at other times She makes me feel as if I am in the same room as She is.

She uses my messed up sexual life. She abuses it. And I love it!

She knows I ejaculate too soon sometimes and that I wank 3, 4 times a day or more. She knows that I get rockhard when She makes me tribute Her or when She mocks my wife. She loves those things about me.

And every time when I am with Her, when I have send Her a tribute and She opens Her cam for me ... She takes my breath away.

I never know what She will do or say. Sometimes She just reads my words-of-worship and replies with single words and lazy smile. Making me feel so insignificant.
At other times She asks my advice about Her shoes or about the decoration of Her room. And I feel so happy!

But always She makes my heart beat faster. Pumping the blood to my dick. My hand almost automatically stroking it for Her.

She is at Her best when She incourages me. When She makes me bold and proud to find new limits, explore new fetishes and please Her more.

Like no other Mistress before Her, She seems to know exactly what I need and She enjoys making me so horney and weak, that I can't think straight anymore.

It is such an amazing thing, to have found a Mistress who just loves it when I wank for Her. Who doesn't mind telling me to start rubbing it for Her. To get a good grip and wank hard. To squeeze it and jerk it. To make myself happy and horney! To make myself as hard as I can. For Her!

I love controlling my orgasms for Her. Sometimes that is so hard. Especially when I haven't cum for a few days or when She acts extra sexy. And believe me She can. With her dark mysterious eyes, Her soft long dark hair, Her wonderful slim legs and perfect choice in clothes, heels and make up. She is a superwoman. Superior, sensual, smart and so seductive.

She knows I want to make my sessions with Her last. She knows I don't want to cum too soon. But that doesn't mean She does not try to make me horney beyond thinking straight. Encouraging me all the time to stay hard. To keep jerking for Her ...

Ofcourse She doesn't like it when I cum without Her permission. She doesn't always tell me this specifically, but I know anyway and in some sessions She is very clear about it.

But always in this sweet-teasing way. Making me feel that I want to do exactly as She has planned for me.

I know I can do it. I know I can concentrate on not cumming. Even when She shows of Her breasts or kisses me on cam with Her soft beautiful lips, tongue slowly stroking Her mouth. She drives me crazy, but I want to please Her. I want to make Her proud of me.

Her words guide me. "Concentrate, concentrate. Let Me use you. Let Me abuse you". And Her smile is so kinky-hot-beautiful!

She knows exactly when I get more excited than I already was. This superior woman notices all. She sees it in my dilating pupils. In my mouth not closing anymore. In my hand wanking even faster.

She had so much fun when almost incidentally She told me I could cum, but I would have to eat my sperm.

I almost orgasmed at the moment I read those words. My heart skipped some beats, but my hand never did. My hand did overtime on my dick and I felt so small when I saw her laughing face.

She had never told me this before, but there was no denying I wanted this. She knew it and I knew it and she loves to pervert my mind and ways; everytime we meet, a little bit more.

I had never eaten all the sperm from an orgasm. Out of curiousity I have licked sperm from a finger, but never more then a drop.

And now I was going to eat all of it. It was almost as if someone else was saying yes to Her. "Yes I will eat my sperm for You". And that smile .. teasing, but also supporting ... made me act bolder then I felt inside.

My mind said: "How much sperm would be in my balls? Do I dare to cheat? Would it be much and would I be able to hold it down?". But my fingers typed: "Shall I get a glass Miss and a spoon?".

Her pretty smile went even more wide: "You are so weak now and so horney. I know you want to tribute Me extra! Do it now and then get the glass".

I clicked another tribute from my credit card to Her and it felt so supersexy and hot. She knows my mind so well! And I am so happy to be with Her and have Her guide me.

I tasted my precum for Her. Telling Her that it tastes good and that I feel so horney. She smiles and encourages me to wank faster.

She teases me with Her eyes, Her wonderful body and Her words: "How does it feel to wank for Me, knowing you will taste it soon? Little pervert! My little pervert!"

She makes me jerk and stare at Her. Going faster and faster. The orgasm getting closer and closer. Tension in my balls, my cock spasming.

She wants me to cum for Her. It is so amazing everytime I am allowed to cum for Her. A woman so beautiful, so hot and sensual. So far out of my league .. but I can cum for Her. She allows it. She wants it. She commands it!

My sperm shoots in the glass that I hold close to my dick. I keep wanking and milking, trying to get as much cum in the glass as I can. It is an awkward feeling, but She tells me I am doing good and that I have to keep jerking. To get all out ... and eat it.

I didn't need the spoon. There is a little water left in the glass and the cum floats on it. I show it on cam to Her and then drink it in one swallow.

She cam-kisses me, typing to write our session down in a story and to be back soon ...